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28 May 2010

Happily Disappointed! Feeling awesome!!!!

Ok, a quick update after a long break!

I'm bit disappointed as well as happy for the fact that I came up with one story/theme last month, and happened to watch the film "The butterfly effect" this week which is much like what I had penned down then. I have not watched the movie completely as yet, but its been good so far. I am happy because I feel awesome! A feeling: something I myself came up with is worth a hollywood movie. Its also disappointing that the theme is not original anymore, or lets say its not as much novel/out-of-the-world as I first thought when I penned it down so excitedly.

माझी वही अशा गोष्टींनी भरत चालली आहे... साधारण ह्या गोष्टी स्फुरतात त्या स्वप्नात. स्वप्न लिहायला सुरुवात मी COEP मध्ये असतांना केली होती, तेव्हा deja-vu हा फक्त भास की खराच ह्या उत्सुकतेपाई! सांगत काय होतो, तर.. ती वही माझ्या उपस्थितीत कोणी वाचू नये अशी माझी इच्छा असते, शरमेने म्हणा, किंवा काहीही... त्या लिखाणाबाबत मी थोडा टची आहे, त्यामुळे त्यावरचे criticism बहुधा मी पचवू शकणार नाही असंही कदाचित असेल. मी लहान असतानाचे निबंध, "तथाकथित" कविता वगैरे जपून ठेवलं आहे ते तेवढ्यासाठीच!! पण आई जेव्हा तो विषय काढते/त्याचं कौतुक करते तेव्हा for some reason, I get uncomfortable आणि मी विषय बदलतो! गम्मतच आहे! :D

मात्र सुप्त इच्छाही आहेच की ह्या कोणी वाचल्या, सादर झाल्या तर चांगलं होईल! बघू... हाती पैसे आले,लाईफ सेट झाली की बघू, सिनेमा-बिनेमा काढता येतो का ते! :D

.....पण "The butterfly effect" मूळे झालेला आनंद+खेद काय वर्णावा!!!!! भई मजा आ गया!

5 comments:

शंतनु said...

I felt the same when I watched 3 idiots. We had a deep discussion on a theme for a marathi drama for a competition in bangalore. We discussed the same theme and were getting shocked every 5 minutes while watching a movie, as it showed almost all the points which we had noted. We were disappointed bcz we had to cancel that idea, as it was no more a new idea.

sahdeV said...

3-idiots च्या आधी "Five Point Someone" आलं होतं, ते तू वाचला नव्हतंस का? :P

AJ said...

this post accurately describes what I or I guess many others feel about some things; some things which are extremely close to their hearts.. some things, which hurt us even when talked about by anyone else.

Mazyahi asha kahi goshti kahi likhaan ahe jya prati mazya agdi same bhavana ahet jya tu ya blog madhe lihilyas. Aprateem.

Khup awadli hi post.

I'll have to watch the movie Butterfly Effect now.

शंतनु said...

5 point someone mi adhi wachla navta. Ata pan ajun poorna wachla nahi, karan mala te avadla nahi. aso... picture chi theme pustaka peksha thodi wegli ahe.

baki mala tuzya saglya posts madhe saglyat jaast avadlela ha post ahe. Kaay avadla asa sangta yenar nahi, pan tu niragastene ki kaay mhantat, je kahi lihila ahe, wo dil ko chhu gaya... 'Arey ho, mala pan asach hota kadhi kadhi' asa wachakala waatna, hyaat lekhakacha yash ahe

yash said...

मात्र सुप्त इच्छाही आहेच की ह्या कोणी वाचल्या, सादर झाल्या तर चांगलं होईल!

100% agree! asach kahis mala hi vatat , pan ji bhiti tula vatate tashich malahi vatate.....

mi hi touchy ahe mazya kavitanshi.... tuzya bhavna 100% samju shakte mi....